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phredddHow do I end the week I decide to reduce my coffee intake?
..by putting myself in a position to almost have to drink extra coffee late in the day (driving up to Minneapolis after work to spend the weekend with my first serious polyamorous partners, Mark and Dave... both of whom also lust after the bean. I don't stand a chance!)
Bedplay with John last night was beautiful. I know it's "anxiety sex" when we do it right before I'm going out of town to see other lovers, but I'm becoming comfortable with feeling his body on mine again... and coming back to that acceptance was a long time coming.
..by putting myself in a position to almost have to drink extra coffee late in the day (driving up to Minneapolis after work to spend the weekend with my first serious polyamorous partners, Mark and Dave... both of whom also lust after the bean. I don't stand a chance!)
Bedplay with John last night was beautiful. I know it's "anxiety sex" when we do it right before I'm going out of town to see other lovers, but I'm becoming comfortable with feeling his body on mine again... and coming back to that acceptance was a long time coming.
