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phredddI was not ready for this holiday season... not even close.
The fallout from that email from Dave (see the 11/19/06 entry) is still being sorted out. Any urge I've had to keep things going with him and Mark has faded quite a bit, and while there are some other folks waiting patiently for me to get my house in order, I'm just too "down" right now to rise up to (non-John) male attention right away.
In general, I've just felt like I just need to sit out this Chris/Sols/Kwanz/Chan/(You get the picture!) - maybe get a little extra rest or something like that, and come back better able to deal.
The fallout from that email from Dave (see the 11/19/06 entry) is still being sorted out. Any urge I've had to keep things going with him and Mark has faded quite a bit, and while there are some other folks waiting patiently for me to get my house in order, I'm just too "down" right now to rise up to (non-John) male attention right away.
In general, I've just felt like I just need to sit out this Chris/Sols/Kwanz/Chan/(You get the picture!) - maybe get a little extra rest or something like that, and come back better able to deal.
